Where I Belong
My heart is still heavy. I am still feeling quite a bit of sadness for the Shepley's. Even though we know intellectually that God has a plan, in our humanity- this just doesn't make sense! I have been just praying fervently for Renae and the girls!!! I heard a song today that I've heard many times- but today it held a new light. Here are the words to the chorus: All I know is I'm not home yet This is not where I belong Take this world and give me Jesus This is not where I belong The first verse so reminded me of how Renae has probably felt this last week: Sometimes it feels like I'm watching from the outside Sometimes it feels like I'm breathing but am I alive I won't keep searching for answers that aren't here to find The answers for "Why" are not here to find! We will never have answers this side of Heaven- as to why God decided to take Noel now. In essence- he didn't "take" him from home- he brought him